Thursday, 6 March 2014

Just another luv note..


     I blushed and smiled cheek to cheek when I typed the blog title.Last night when I was accessing my mails at work, I saw a small two lettered reply to my email, and my heart fluttered.Sometimes, I want to think and be reasonable and  practical and try to think that there has to be something  more practical which makes me feel like that..but can’t reason it, can’t figure it out, love cannot make you so stupid that, just the thought of you being online at the same moment makes me feels closer to you.Is it lame…?? I don’t know, but I wanna feel  happy that such naïve thoughts still exist in me, regardless how old I am growing, regardless the fact that I won’t be in my late twenties anymore..I will be 30 soon, doesn’t change that I am still shy like a teenager who fell in luv with you, and may be at heart I am still a young confused teenager, I know that you say that I  think like an old lady….to you..but I am not :/ ……but I luv u so much..wat ever you think of me.
As we were talking the other day  that thinking  out loud is sometimes gud, this is me thinking out loud about so many pointless things…but I am sure, the moment I will start writing I will forget everything coz I will start reliving the moments spent together and drift away.And I am ok with it.My luv note is like a conversation I have with you, random and sometimes ..mostly it’s meaningful but sometimes it’s random and goes no where, just like this post.I hope this luv note brings out smile on your face.Tell me you are…smiling right now.I wonder what were you doing up so late…..after this line I will have questions and few personal things to say which I would prefer to talk to you or may be inbox you but not on a public post….so I will stop here.
       I re-read the story we were talking about and I realized it was nothing spectacular but it was a cute lil luv story and I smiled by the end of it and my reaction was….” Aaaaww how sweet”  hope that’s the same reaction I get from you.I will try to diversify my writing and try to write about lot of different things…but mostly these stories  will revolve around luv and romance and  some love making, hope u won’t mind   ;) think of me while you read them.
   Be my muse, inspire me, make me strong..and stay strong…luv me and let me luv u

“Yours and could never be anyone else’s...”



Tuesday, 18 February 2014

Living in memories
Living in Imaginations 
Memories do no fade away..
The very less what I have seen you
Few embraces
Few kisses 
Few promises  
have made me live..
I live the moments in my imaginations
build memories which were never lived...
built a home
Had the life which we never had
which we will never have
but your love is enough for this time
you made me believe that it's not a myth...
Love exists...

Wednesday, 5 February 2014

Emptiness

So filled with emptiness

That there's no place for anything

directed to a direction-less destination 

 a destination called "  nowhere"